Once
I was blind
But now I can see.
Through all the darkness,
Your voice lights up the inner of me.
The brightest years in my life
Those shiny and twinkling charming eyes
Had I been so complete,
Until you fell and a man-shaped wound bleed.
I still constantly feel
The scent of you in this cell
Haunting and caressing
My empty, broken shell
Had it ever dawn to you
That I’m always there for you
The pistol is my only company
When I’m desperately missing you
Why didn’t you ask me to stay
At the end of your day
Holding our hands together
Flying and dancing as the world decay
Asleep I have tears streaming down my face
Awake I can’t help screaming out your name
Try so hard to hide my pain
But loneliness makes every effort vain
Your body is nowhere to be found
The only thing that support me to live on
Dreaming that one day
You will sit on the sofa safe and sound
My best, my only, my once and forever friend,
How many times I prayed to God
That I would abandon everything for you
That I would die a thousand times to see you smile again
Even to hear you mock my deduction
To complain about calling me from the other side of London
To argue about whose turn to buy milk
To listen to your amazing violin.
Thank you God,
For bring him to my humble life.
Though you took him away
I still cherish the memories we share
For those prove that
I once lived a life,
So alive.